Tuesday, 30 July 2013

Jesus loves a complete failure, congratulations; He loves you.


Are you addicted to your despair?
 
Does despair haunt you like an inner movie of all your failures and hurts?
 
What does it make you do?
 
Do you talk to yourself in such a way that can only bring more despair?
 
Do you feel as though life is some very bad joke on you, or is it a terrible game that you just can not win at; or even understand anymore?
 
Is every day just about surviving and reducing your misery?
 
Have you turned to drugs or alcohol as the only solace?
 
Is that guilt you carry around, slowly suffocating you?
 
Is that relationship you had with your abuser, becoming a bad movie in your head?
 
Has it ruined your life so far?
 
Do you simply feel cursed by life?
 
Is it just a waking nightmare to be alive?
 
Have you had enough of this type of existence? 
 
 
 
 Friend.........you are cursed.
 
You are cursed to live in this world under the rules of it's utter darkness and fallen nature.
 
You simply can not win over your despairs using this world's rules.
 
You will always be cursed and doomed to fail, if you try to use poison to fight poison; you will die cursed. 
 
 

Friend, if you feel as though you can not go on,
here is what you must do........
 
 
 
 
Surrender to CHRIST
 



 
 
 
Friend, let JESUS break the curse on your life. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
JESUS is LOVE.
 
 
COME TO JESUS.
 
DO IT NOW!
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Tuesday, 23 July 2013

Do not despair friend. Simply surrender all and turn to Christ.

In your deepest, darkest hour; turn to Christ.  
 



A copy of a story from the 700 Club.


CBN.comKevin Dodge takes pleasure in the small things of life.
“I have a mattress that’s this thick! It’s not a metal slab anymore. You know, I mean I’m eating home-cooked meals, I have great fellowship,” Kevin said. “The greatest thing is going hand-in-hand, taking a walk through the park or riding our bicycles together.”
When The 700 Club first met Kevin in 1989, it didn’t look like he’d ever have these luxuries again. He was in prison, serving two life sentences plus 180 years for kidnapping and armed robbery.
“When I was sentenced, they said I was mean beyond any means of rehabilitation, so they basically sentenced me to punishment. They also said I was a man without one redeeming feature. Now that I look back, that quote seems quite fitting,” Kevin said.
Faced with a future behind bars, Kevin contemplated his life’s meaning.
“I knew I had no peace in my life. I knew I had no morals, but there was a deeper thing of having no purpose,” Kevin said, “like, why am I existing? And there was no reason, other than going to jail all the time.”
While Kevin was watching an interview on The 700 Club, he found what he was looking for.
“And I seen the sincerity in this man,” Kevin said. “And I seen this man has a real purpose in life, real direction in life. I’ve always believed somewhere there was a God. Was it Jesus Christ? I had no idea at that time, but I took a step of faith and prayed with Ben Kinchlow and this man, Gene Neil, and I received Christ into my life. I see my life and I understand, probably for the first time, what sin was and for the first time in my life, I felt real remorse. Not remorse for getting caught, but remorse for the entire lifestyle that I’ve led.”
Kevin knew he was forgiven, but he also knew he was accountable for the crimes he committed. He wasn’t looking for a way out.
“God is a God of mercy, but he’s also a God of justice, I often tell men, and I use it as the base of many sermons,” Kevin said. “What kind of justice would it be that if we became new creations in Christ, God opened the [prison] doors? What about the victims? What about the police officers that put their lives on the lines each and every day? Where’s the sense of fairness there?”
When we left Kevin in 1989, he was prepared to live the rest of his life in prison. But today, Kevin Dodge is a free man. There was something he didn’t share with us in that first interview.
“One day, I was praying in my cell and God just spoke to me and told me two things. Number one, he was going to put a call upon my life, that I would actually be preaching and teaching in churches some day. And two, I was going to serve 25 years in Wagata prison,” Kevin said. “Everybody told me it was impossible. The classification board says it’s impossible. The warden said it was impossible. My friends said I was crazy. My fellow convicts told me I was absolutely nuts; I was never getting out of prison.”
According to court documents, Kevin wouldn’t be eligible to go before a parole board until he was 116-years-old!
“It didn’t make a difference whether he said 1 year, 5 years, 10 years, 25 years,” Kevin said. “I had a sense of peace, a sense of purpose and direction in my life. And as long as I had that, I was content in life.”
So, Kevin made use of his time behind bars studying the word of God and sharing the Gospel.
“I was always assistants to the chaplains. At one institution, I actually became the interim chaplain for a year and a half, when they had no chaplain. So, I was busy doing a lot of counseling with the inmates. I did a lot of teaching, a lot of preaching, plus I went to school,” Kevin said.
While Kevin stayed busy preaching and earning three accredited degrees, his time in prison ticked away. Then, Kevin got to go in front of a parole board well before his scheduled time!
“An average lifer’s parole hearing may go 45 minutes. My first parole hearing was four hours and 23 minutes,” Kevin said. “It was a public hearing, and I had opposition from every place. They hit me with a five-year set back, and they called me at the institution and said, ‘we’ll see you again in five years. I said OK.”
Kevin faced setback after setback, appearing before the parole board numerous times. Still, he never doubted that one day he’d be a free man.
“Once God spoke to my heart, I mean it was so clear, it’s not one of those things you’re imagining, it was so clear that God was saying I was going to be released,” Kevin said.
Finally, Kevin’s release was approved and in 2005, Kevin was released from prison, fulfilling just what he believes God promised.
“God is a God of hope,” Kevin said. “He puts hope in our circumstances and our situations. I’m telling you, you can live a great Christian life inside prison, but when you walk out the doors, it’s even greater. That same grace that God affords you while you’re in prison, he’ll give you that much more grace on the outside. He’ll open doors and give you a life that you never imagined.”
Today, Kevin is an associate pastor and runs a men’s ministry in Brockton, Massachusetts, where he lives with his wife Linda.
“Because of the grace and mercy of God, I am a candidate for heaven. Jesus said he goes and he prepares a place for me. A dirty convict whose judges said he was beyond any means of rehabilitation; they said I didn’t have one redeeming feature about me, and they were right until I met the Redeemer,” Kevin said. “I want people to know there is a redeemer and his name is Jesus Christ. He’s not only ready to forgive, but he’s ready to restore and to give you a new life.”

Christ Restores!



Monday, 22 July 2013

Hey Loser!......Want to lose it all ?....I can show you how....I promise, you will be left with nothing...trust me.





Despair ......Fear......Anxiety....
You know it....it's ever present in your heart and soul; isn't it? 
 
You just ain't good enough are you....your a loser...you have proof,
....it's your miserable life.
 

  Friend, you will never be good enough. Ever.
There is nothing you can do about it either. Ever.
You really are a loser.   
 
 
 
Unless;




 
There was someone who could take your place maybe....????
 
Someone willing to reach down to you and help you????
 
........but who on earth would do that for a waste like you????
 
 
 
 
I know who would..........
 
And when we see Him,
There is no beauty that we should desire Him.
 He is despised and rejected by men,
A Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief.
And we hid, as it were, our faces from Him;
He was despised, and we did not esteem Him.
 Surely He has borne our griefs
And carried our sorrows;
Yet we esteemed Him stricken,
Smitten by God, and afflicted.
 But He was wounded for our transgressions,
He was bruised for our iniquities;
The chastisement for our peace was upon Him,
And by His stripes we are healed.
 All we like sheep have gone astray;
We have turned, every one, to his own way;
And the Lord has laid on Him the iniquity of us all. (Isaiah 53)
 
Friend; just as you are right now is just perfect for Him.
Why waste another moment....
Why go on pretending....
You can not make it on your own...
Why struggle???
Why be in constant despair???
 
 
Throw yourself down .....cry out in conviction of your misery...your evil rebellion...your appalling sins....Stop hiding them from yourself and Jesus...give them up....don't be afraid to be real now...this is life or death...
 
Lay them all down....and have Peace.
 
 
Be real.
 Be Convicted.
Confess.
 Be Sorrowful.
 Be Redeemed.
 Be Saved. 
 
Just do it.......................
 
 
 
 
 

Sunday, 21 July 2013

The shame and senslessness of a wasted life....



Dear Friend.....

 
Is your life in ruins?
Can you not make sense of life?
Are you in the deepest despair?
Do you wake at night in fear?
Do you carry the anxieties of this life without rest?
Do you ask yourself why?
Do you know even how you came to be where you are?
Is it just a series of appalling life choices?
Are you both the victim of abuse and now the abuser of yourself?
Have you run all your life? From what? Yourself?
And now, you are exhausted?
You are at your end?
You have no strength left to make your own way and win in this world according to it's impersonal laws?
You are paralysed with the utter senselessness of every moment, of your existence; up until today?
All you can say is "What a waste''.........''I have wasted it all''
All you can do is mourn and be filled with shame........
 
 
 
Friend.....there is Hope.
 
 
Firstly, where you are now; is where the Light can come in....and you need the Light my friend. For you have walked in the Darkness too long. You simply have no light to give..you never have. Right up until now, the darkness has lighted your sinful path with failure and fruitlessness......
 
Friend, take comfort........you can come out of the darkness.....you can be raised up and restored....you can be saved....
 
But first, be convicted of your evil friend...admit that you have been wicked in your ways and of yourself are of no good thing........be real friend....just admit it to Christ...let Him hear you be convicted....you are sinful....confess them all friend. 
 
 
 
Friend, this is the place of Mercy. The Mercy that Christ can only give you....
It is the only real thing that you have ever done for yourself, to admit the sinful nature you have had. But do it you must!
 
Offer up in words and tears to Christ, the ways of your utter darkness....give them away friend!
 
 
Friend....He will not tarry!.....Christ will respond with a Love and Peace that is not of this world! He will come visit you in your despair and give you Himself.....the only real thing within you will be His love and Peace!
 
 
 

 
 
 

 
 


Saturday, 20 July 2013

Rejoicing In Christ when everything fails and you are full of despair....

Friend;


Are you awake at night in your despair...does the mind travel backwards to past failures and hurts...like a movie playing over and over...are you haunted by the appalling outcomes of your life so far?
This is the plan of the deceiver...the king of lies would have you in turmoil.. the fallen angel would have you ruined in your sins forever... that way you are powerless and doomed to everlasting torment.......


Would you be free of this?

If you are in Despair there is only One Person who can truly understand and comfort you.....but there is a price friend....you must give up all....every burden and weight that keeps you from rest needs to be brought before Jesus.

Come to Jesus friend....be convicted of your terrible sins....do not fight your own cure....be convicted..be ashamed..be sorrowful...be distraught at your errors....but no longer hold onto your idea of independence and strength.

Your best efforts have bought you to ruin....you are not fit to be in control ....come to Christ and be saved.
The cares and concerns of this life are a weight you were never meant to carry!

Accept your utter depravity and cry out to Christ...He alone can save you.

Let Him convict you to the core, give Him every thought and fear.....be sorrowful and be Redeemed...be Redeemed and be Saved.....be Saved and be Healed friend.....

Friend, this tossing and turning with your life is God trying to get your attention.....wake up and pray for forgiveness.
You are anxious because you are trying to work out your own solutions to life.......you cannot!
You are dreaming that you are god and that you must write the scripts of your success....you can not! 

Even when in the deepest of your despair the mind begins to fathom the horror of your predicaments....... PRAY!!!

Cry out to Jesus friend. Jesus is your Supplier...In every way He will give to you good things for your good to work out His purposes. When you can see absolutely no way to find an answer....He will carry you through.

But let Him do this! Do not get in the way of Christ my friend...it will only add to your despair and keep you stuck in place.

Friend...if you are tossing and turning at night in worry and despair....get up....get on your face....cry out to God.....give Him every fear..let Him take control!





There is a real answer to the horror of your Despair.....

Despair.....it fills every moment of your life right now. It is rubbing your mind raw with fear. Your physiology is in ruins because of Despair. Your emotions are exhausted because of your Despair.

You have reached the realization that life is a disaster and a complete failure......and the feeling is absolute darkness and fear....you are in ruins.

Your mind can not cope..... your body can not cope.....you may want to end things.....you can not find the strength to go on.....and you are absolutely all alone......without a friend......no one to love you....no one to listen to you....


Only now can you be saved my friend.......at this moment you can be made a new creation.....in your weakness, you can be raised up and restored!

Jesus loves a loser. Do not fight Him. He wants you, right now; to cry out to Him.
Get on your face my friend and cry out to Jesus!
He will answer!




Friday, 19 July 2013

Turn away from your despair.....Jesus is waiting.

Isaiah 47:10-11.
10:For you have trusted in your wickedness: you have said, None sees me. Your wisdom and your knowledge, it has perverted you; and you have said in your heart, I am, and none else beside me. 11:Therefore shall evil come on you; you shall not know from where it rises: and mischief shall fall on you; you shall not be able to put it off: and desolation shall come on you suddenly, which you shall not know. …

Has your life been lived like this warning to Babylon?
Is your life a collection of shattered dreams, broken relationships, self hatred and a kind of running from yourself? Are you exhausted from your failures? Does life just seem too hard sometimes on your own terms?

Isaiah 44:20
Such a person feeds on ashes; a deluded heart misleads him; he cannot save himself.....

There is hope. There is an answer. There is comfort for your Despair.



 Jesus longs for your pain and suferring to be left at the Cross. He wants to carry it for you. He wants to give you His love. He desires that you surrender all to Him. All your self hatred and despairs are a false identity....this life you are living is all wrong my friend. More than wrong, it will lead you to everlasting horror in what life you have left here, and in the world to come.

Turn away from this despairing existence and self hatred that has marked your life...give up the ways of this world and trying to win it over. You can not win.

Turn to the only person who can love you with an everlasting love and free you from this madness.......turn to Jesus..do it now.

He is waiting..........


From the darkness of your despair, look to Christ.

 
For those filled with Despair and Fear, Confess.

O Lord, I come to Thee out of my great need. Thou hast pledged Thy word whosoever cometh to Thee shall in no wise be cast out.

I dare to pray that something will happen to me in thy presence. Lord, I know I can not change my life...only You can change me Father. I have sinned since birth Lord. I have run from your Love and have become lost in my life. O Lord; the depravity of my life without You. The wasted years Father, the broken relationships, the endless failures. Forgive me Jesus.

Shame fills my heart Lord with every memory of my wasted life. I now come before you Jesus, as I am; broken and crushed and exhausted.

Lord, I confess to Thee that;
I am a sinner.
I am lost.
I am blind.
I am deaf.
I am bound for hell without your salvation.

Convict me Jesus and Forgive me.
Save me, my Father.
Come down upon me with your Holy Spirit, Raise me up and Restore me; Lord Jesus.

Do for me father what I can never do for myself.
Change me Lord.
Lead me from this ever present darkness and despair of my life into a new tomorrow.
Cast out this evil mind and bitter heart Lord.
Create in me a new Heart Jesus.
Create in me a new Spirit Jesus.

Come Lord Jesus!

Amen.